Friday, October 18, 2013

Time...

Day 17: Time-


This month marks 12 years since my very first loss...

This spring was 8 years since my second loss...

This summer made 5 Years since my third loss, which was at  19 weeks gestation....

It has been 34 months since we started this journey to TTC again.....

31 months since our "first loss" this time TTC....

17 losses consecutively after that...So many "should be" due dates, so many loss dates....

It has been 7 months and 1 week, since we were "officially" diagnosed with our immune issues...

5 months 1 week since our "last cycle TTC" with our immune meds...

4 months, 3 weeks and 1 day since my last ever  methotrexate injection for our 3rd ectopic...


1 Month and 3 days since our last loss, our 4th ectopic, that look my right tube...

Two days since our memorial/balloon release/candle lighting...






How much time will it take for me to "get over" losing so many of my precious amazing babies?....Forever....and ever....and ever....

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