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Asking for prayers for some friends of mine....Please...

I am not doing the grief post today, because my heart is so very heavy for others at the moment, my own grief, even as ever present as it may be,(it always is, isn't it?) It pales in comparison to what some of my friends are walking through right now at this very moment.....

I Have a list about 20 people long who need a serious miracle right now, as in life or death situations...But I am going to focus on two right now, for this post. Though, I am praying for so many constantly through the day, I sometimes feel I ever stop praying, the needs are so great right now in my inner and outer circles....But, seriously, I am pleading with you with agree with me in whatever way you can spiritually for these two people tonight....

First off, my new blogger friend HOLLY who is having complications with her twin pregnancy (once a triplet pregnancy, one was lost earlier on) after a LONG and hard battle with infertility...My heart absolutely breaks hearing what she is going through right now...Please pray for a miracle for her babies...

My second request- My dear friend Heidi- Who I know from church-(Her parents are also my pastors- Dear people) She is a fellow loss mom, who struggled to conceive as well, with all her children... we both were TTC together for a time, and  finally she got that long awaited BFP, and had her rainbow baby in Feb of this year...A beautiful little girl!...However, it is with a heavy heart, I have to report....She was just diagnosed this week with stage 3 colon cancer and it has spread to 4 lymph nodes...She is like in her early 30"s! ....This shook me, as so many I have know so personally, in the last couple years have lost their battle with cancer some as young as 22 and some children as well...It really makes you realize life is just not guaranteed....Ever....

Anyway, They are doing chemo obviously, and hoping it kills it all...But, please keep her and her family in your prayers...I cannot even imagine what it is like to battle cancer with such little ones..Or in general, at all...Please pray for a miracle, that she recovers fully and will be cancer free sooner, rather than later...

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