Monday, September 10, 2012

One more...

RE office called, they want me to go for one more beta tomorrow. Just to see where the numbers are. Then we will make a game plan. I am so exhausted from all of this...Really, really  emotionally spent. I just want it to be over. I know it is not a viable pregnancy...
 Yesterday would have been 22 dpo ( if you do not count my bleeding as AF/ a new cycle) and my number was only 37- Even if a ectopic was not a concern, that would NOT be a good set of numbers. Not at all. Then couple it with non existent progesterone numbers, ( My level was 0.98-  less than one on yesterday's draw) and my elevated risk of ectopic from tubal reversal surgery, and the fact that I just had a ectopic in June...Yea, it does not make for very hopeful results...And at this point I just want to move on! I want to figure out why this keeps happening  and if we even have a chance or a reason to keep trying....

2 comments:

  1. Bless your heart. I just really wish I had some amazing words of wisdom or could do SOMETHING! I do have some info for you though. I want to direct you to a blog I follow. This girl is so sweet and just an inspiration. Her testimony will FLOOR YOU. Hannah Rose Allen, her blog is Rose and Her Lily. Roseandherlily.com Go there, for real. I think it should be required reading for any female over the age of 10. Or 5. Much love to you, hun.

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