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So, maybe I was wrong...
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Those tests are from 11dpo evening-( the wondfo's were not smudgy when they were wet) . But, now,  My Camera battery is low and my SD card is stuck in my laptop slot- working on getting that out...LOL...

Today is 13 dpo- and I don't have any more cassettes- but have been testing with the strips- and they are darker- and more clearly defined etc..so things are progressing a little anyway. I will use my answer early result tomorrow- And if it is still progressing,  I will start with betas on Monday...So we will see-

I wish I could say I felt good about this one...I don't but I am not sure i ever will after enduring this many losses...Anyway...Today I am pregnant...

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  1. LoraSeptember 1, 2012 at 10:15 AM

    (tried to post earlier but not sure it worked. if this is a double post, sorry) OH OH OH OH!!!! HELLLLOOOO BFP! Since I found your blog, this is the first time I am experiencing this with you. I hope I am your good luck charm ;) I wish I could take all of your anxiety away. I am PRAYING LOTS, praying for peace and strength for you, and the little nugget!! GROW BABY GROW!!!!

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  2. LoraSeptember 1, 2012 at 10:24 AM

    OMG... gotta tell you this. I live in Alabama, and what is left of Hurricane Isaac is still lingering around. It's a very cloudy gloomy day, but the sun is trying to peak through the clouds. Right when I sent my first post to you, the sun had just started shining and GUESS what I saw?!?!? Rainbow! PRAISE GOD, PRAISE GOD, PRAISE GOD! I am claiming that rainbow for you, dearie.

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