Tuesday, September 11, 2012


Ectopic. Yup...Freaking great....

Went for my beta this morning, early at like 7 am, so I could have results earlier. Anyway. HCG went up from 37 (sunday's results) to only 47- for today. Progesterone was still super low at 0.75
They called me and set me up for a appt tomorrow morning to have a round of methotrexate administered.

That means....12  weeks off from TTC again, and maybe even longer, depending on when  or if they go in laproscopically to get a better look at why I had back to back ectopics...

I am having a hard time digesting this all, even though I knew it was ectopic days ago...It still kills me to have it confirmed and have to go through metho HELL again. I cannot believe this is happening! WHY, WHY, WHY??!

sorry if my posts spew of negativity over the next couple of weeks...I am having a hard time finding some optimism after all of this...


  1. Awww...sunshine...My heart is broken for you and I dont have any answers. But I hope you can feel the online HUGS from here....All I can do is pray for your strength and that you will get some answers soon for your ttc journey....HUGS

  2. I'm so so so so sorry!!! Ur in my thoughts!

  3. Damnit!!!! I am SO sorry you are going through this. I think anyone reading wishes they could just come give you a big fat hug and make this all go away. I am seriously praying for you this week and in the coming weeks. Stay strong. You will make it through this!


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