The witch is here...I guess that is that. I am still testing + though. So I will be asking for a HCG draw along with my regular CD3 labs just to be sure we are not dealing with another ectopic. I am not sure what, if anything I will do for this cycle, or when I will even O....I am just kind of in a funk today...I will make decisions tomorrow- Today, I am sad, and feeling too run down. Thanks for all the prayers everyone...
Its been 8 years. 8 years since we took a trip to NC to see DR. Montieth in Chapel Hill. I remember being so excited. I had this picture in my head of how it was going to go during, and after it all. For those of you who don't know, I had my tubes tied in 2009, after the birth of my 3rd, directly following a traumatic still birth. It was a decision made out of fear and trauma, not an informed decision. I ended up having adverse health issues (PTLS) after, and was desperate to find a solution. I stumbled upon a private chat room with others also struggling. Several had gone for a reversal, and seemed to feel so MUCH better after. I had already seen my doctor umpteen times, and they offered no solutions, and insinuated it was "in my head".... I saw all of these ladies posting the day OF surgery saying that they felt relief! I was like, "Yes, this is it!!"... So we saved the 6 Grand, and went and did the reversal. I was PUMPED. I started a blog, YouTube video and F...
Sorry to hear the witch arrived. Sounds like you deserve some wine and chocolate! ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteOh sweetie!! I have wanted to share my favorite quote with you, but didn't know if it would be appropriate or if it would offend you. It helps me so much when I start feeling anxious or depressed. Today, I just feel led to share it.
ReplyDelete"Let nothing perturb you, nothing frighten you. All things pass. God does not change. Patience achieves everything." ~Mother Teresa
I have this on my bathroom mirror, in my car, in my wallet, just as a constant reminder..I hope it helps you, too! Big hugs to you..
I am so sorry Megan! Sending (((HUGS))) and prayers your way! I absolutely hate this!!
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