Thursday, May 31, 2012

Still here...

Still testing positive...
Still praying and hoping...
I wish I could feel more joy, instead of fear and dread...I want to make myself  feel it, I want to convince myself this will be "it"..but I can't...
 I just can't do it....
For now, I am taking it one MOMENT at a time...Trying to breathe in and out without panic....

1 comment:

  1. I understand the panic oh too well. But, like someone else told me(and I am sure you have heard it before!) ---you are pregnant and nothing can take that away from you right now, so enjoy.
    I will be following to see if you get beta's., but I remember reading that you have had great betas and still m/c(same as me).

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