So, a blog comment I got the other day from wonderful woman, and awesome supporter of mine, caused me to pause a bit, and kind of evaluate some things about my faith and relationship with God. Which I truly appreciate, because she was kind and not judgy in her words...And I felt God gently nudge my heart each time I read the comment over... I felt my face start to burn with emotion, as tears welled up in my eyes...And I finally admitted to myself... I do NOT trust God...At least not fully, like I once did... But I desperately WANT to be at that point again....Trusting fully...And filled with peace... I walked into this journey, to try for one more, 100% SURE , God was calling us/giving us the desire to have another baby...I/we were, 100% certain we would walk away with a baby in our arms...As a matter of fact, I would have bet my LIFE on it. Now, 3 years later, I am broken, weary, and so utterly soul shattered, that I simply cannot "look" God in the eyes...H...
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ReplyDeleteCongrats! Good luck with the betas!
ReplyDeleteCongrats Megz! I know you have worked so hard to make sure this is your sticky sticky take home baby, and you deserve some smooth sailing from here on out for once. Wishing you all the best!
ReplyDeleteSo exciting!!!
ReplyDeleteHi Meg, just wanted to let you know I'm still around and I'm still praying for you! xo
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you!!!!!
ReplyDeleteAwesome news! Congrats!
ReplyDeletePrayers for you and this little one!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Meg! Truly happy that for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you all so much!!!! <3
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