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I've had questions without answers 
I've known sorrow, I have known pain 
But there's one thing that I cling to 
You are faithful, Jesus You're true 

When hope is lost 
I call You Saviour 
When pain surrounds 
I call You Healer 
When silence falls 
You'll be the song within my heart 

In the lone hour of my sorrow 
Through the darkest night of my soul 
You surround me, You sustain me 
My defender for ever more 

When hope is lost 
I call You Saviour 
When pain surrounds 
I call You Healer 
When silence falls 
You'll be the song within my heart 

And I will praise You 
I will Praise You 
When the tears fall 
Still I will sing to You 
I will praise You 
Jesus praise You 
Through the suffering 
Still I will sing to You 

When hope is lost 
I call You Saviour 
When pain surrounds 
I call You Healer 
When silence falls 
You'll be the song within my heart 


When the laughter fails to comfort 
When my heart aches, Lord You'll be there 
When confusion is all around me 
And the darkness is my closest friend 
Still I'll praise You 
Jesus praise You



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  1. EmilyMay 29, 2013 at 9:04 AM

    Awe sweetie, I saw your temp drop. I am just so sorry. Your strength and faith just astounds me. Here I am getting so freaking pissed off at God all the time, questioning my faith and shaking my hands at the sky. And there you are, loss after loss, remaining faithful as ever, turning to God, and praying for healing. I'm sure you are having questioning moments as well, but it's clear you have kept your faith in tact.

    You are one amazing woman. Please don't ever lose sight of that. I am praying for healing for you, peace with what's going on, and clarity with how to move forward. HUGE ((HUGS)) being sent your way Megz!

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    1. MegDE2015May 30, 2013 at 7:17 AM

      Thank you so much for this touching comment- <3 it means so very much to me...<3

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