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I got all the info on the specifics of the money today, and It looks like it will hit our bank around April 20th-25th give or take a few days to let the bank clear the check too...I am soooooooo excited!!!!  We are going to have a chance!!! Finally, a real chance, with the meds we NEED to actually have a shot!!! Eeeekkk!

 I don't even want to think about what we will do if it doesn't work...So, I wont....At least not right now...=)


I went shopping today and got all kinds of stuff to get me jump started on eating better. I have recently found I LOVE almond and cashew butter on celery, and gluten free pretzels. Anyway, I am not going to go full out yet on the diet, going to integrate it in over the next 3 weeks or so...
Then I will go all GF crazy right before we cycle...Hopefully in May/June!

Oh, and my MOM is coming to visit from April 1st- the 10th!! I am so excited!! It has been almost 2 years since we have seen her/her husband, and the kids have been counting down!...As have I...I talk to my mom every single day on the phone...we are like best friends...Even though we had a really rough history in my teens, we have managed to have a very good relationship now, and for that, I am thankful...However, even SHE does not know the extent of our losses and issues...I Just started to tell her about it over the last 6 weeks...I am not sure I am going to tell her about the cycles with Dr. B or not...We will see how it goes...

Regardless, I am stoked she is going to be here, it will bring a pleasant distraction to the waiting time...Not to mention we planned a night at the Lake George indoor water park and hotel, and got a suite! The kids are soooo stinking pumped! I cannot wait to get away and have some fun too! I wouldn't be able to ride to water slides is I was preg, so I am trying to at least be happy for where we are at the moment, and enjoy it, while we prepare to be a sticky baby home for 10+ months in the near future!!!
=)

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