Friday, June 1, 2012

Well, I was right...

I just "knew" I was feeling so detached from this pregnancy because it would not last...I tried to make myself happy, and get excited...

Last night, before bed, my lines started to fade a bit, I though "Meh, just dilute urine"

Woke up this morning, and have done 4 different tests, and all BFN now...Both first morning and second morning urine...Boobs have lost ALL soreness and fullness, I am cramping like crazy...

I am not as crushed as I was in months past...I guess cause I just had that "feeling" it would not work out, and I numbed myself from it all...

I have NO idea where to go from here...I was so sure all the new meds would make the difference...

I am seeing a new RE June 6th...maybe a fresh set of eyes will do some good...but if after that, we find nothing, I may just stop tracking, stop trying, and have sex, drink, and do drugs and maybe I will get lucky and land a sticky baby...seems to work for so many other who could care less if they have a baby...
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