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It's over....

They called me with yesterday's labs...my levels dropped, we are losing the baby....I am so heart broken....I was so hopeful after yesterday's u/s showing a sac...this is just crazy...and NO answers...
I go in for a saline u/s after I am done bleeding...I know God will bless us again... for now...I wait, and pray....One day at a time...

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  1. I'm so sorry 2 hear that (((hugs)))

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  2. i'm so so sorry for your loss...huge hugs!!! www.baby2bemine.blogspot.com

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  3. I'm so incredibly sorry. :( I really thought this was it for you... Have you had autoimmune testing done? Natural killer cells, antinuclear antibodies, antiphospholipid, etc? Most REs don't believe in it, but I've seen tons of women have repeated miscarriages or prolonged infertility get testing done and treat natural killer cells and go on to have healthy pregnancies and babies! Bring it up with your doctor if you haven't already... I'm thinking of you!

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    1. I have asked my RE about it, he does not believe it is my "issue" but I am thinking otherwise now...I contacted DR. braverman, and may try and do a consult when I get my FSA card...I also contacted another RE in my area to see if they do some of the testing there...
      I am at a loss...

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