Wednesday, October 10, 2012

One more day...

And I should have crosshiars!! Holy CRAP! I ovulated on CD 13!! My earliest O ever since charting for over 30+ months! I am quite surprised! I was overjoyed when the last two cycles yielded a CD 15 O day, but this? I am floored! Maybe the metformin is kicking in, and moving my O day up? Who knows really... I am not entirely sure what caused it, but I will take it!! Generally, my O day varies from CD 16- CD 22, with no real rhyme or reason, so I am used to things never being the same in any given cycle, but never in my wildest dreams  would I have guessed I would ovulate on CD 13! This means, this cycle will go by faster, and we can get to TTC faster!!  And that I ovulated in the "normal" time range!!!

The only glitch?...............

We had a super spontaneous, super HOT (more than amazing) BD session on CD 10....Me, thinking, (in a split second moment while I was all riled up- yes I realized my judgement may have been skewed due to the passion, lol) I would not O for at least 5-7  days, and having NO sign of fertile fluid, thought we would be safe....WRONG...

It was still 3 days before O day, so I am sure I will be OK, but let this be a lesson to those who think they have their "normal" figured out... LOL...Even the days around O, when I got EWCM, I was thinking it was just a fluke and from the HSG a few days before, and that O would still be days away...But the last two days temps, have been elevated in post O range, and all my other post O symptoms are there now...Yea...Took me by surprise!

I swear, we have the worst luck trying to abstain!! I either can't keep DH off of me or keep a hat on his manhood, or I get pregnant on the pill or some other strange crap! What is with that!?!!  I mean, I am thankful for a great sex life, dont get me wrong...lol  But man!.........
And before anyone yells at me through their screen for my "super fertility" remember, It comes with it's own set of issues in my case, because  BFP does not = a take home baby for us generally.

Don't get me wrong, I would LOVE nothing more, than to get a surprise, miracle BFP, and carry to term without immune meds and more extensive testing, and all that junk...BUT, I would just die, if we have to put the new protocol on hold for yet another month due to another loss or whatever...

I suppose the only thing I can do right now is wait, and wait....and wait...

And....try not to kill anyone in the mean time...I am having a SERIOUS set of mood swings with this cycle's onset of the luteal phase, and I already don't like being around myself...Lord help me....

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