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Finally, things are starting to resolve...HCG is going down...Was at 52 this morning (Had my draw done at 7 am when the lab opened). Just got the call from my nurse, while I was checking the portal. I will go back wed for another draw.

Feeling a bit relieved to see the light at the end of the tunnel with all of this...I really want to get back to "normal". Well, a new normal anyway...

I think the zoloft is kicking in a bit...

DH said he can tell a "difference"...AKA- I am not a raging, crying, hormonal jerk...LOL..I guess that is good. I feel a little numb, but I guess that is the point? At least I am able to motivate myself to do the housework and what not...Now, to get myself motivated to eat better and exercise...Going to give myself another week or so before I tackle that...I would like to be officially, "not pregnant", and recovered a little more, before I start to go all crazy with myself...



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  1. Meg BrinkJune 10, 2013 at 2:48 PM

    This breaks my heart. I just went through this with our last IVF cycle and I would NEVER wish that upon anyone else. Thinking of you, I'm so so sorry.

    M

    abrinkadventure.blogspot.com

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  2. EmilyJune 10, 2013 at 3:38 PM

    Glad to see your numbers dropped and VERY HAPPY to hear the meds are helping too. :)

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