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I messaged Dr. B with the results of today's beta, and told him I got the metho inject etc. He said it was a good choice,  and to let him know how things go with it resolving...I replied, and thanked him for his concern etc and then asked what our chances of ever carrying to term were without treatments, This was his response in not so many words....He said we should not TTC without IVF and immune treatments- The chances of ever carrying to term without meds is extremely low,  as in zero. He would not consider letting me do an immune cycle without IVF for risk of another ectopic since I have had 3 now ...So  even IF we managed to ever get enough money to cycle with immune meds, ( which was already out of reach financially) we will never have enough for IVF and he won't let me cycle unless I do IVF ...So we are done, done....
Words cannot express how much more this made today suck....
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  1. AnonymousJune 6, 2013 at 1:18 PM

    That really really sucks Megz!! I think about you a lot!! Try to hold on to the fact that God is bigger than the doctor's and our health concerns. God is in control! I have to keep telling that to myself a lot these days.

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    1. MegDE2015June 14, 2013 at 5:49 PM

      Thank you hun- I have to tell myself that every day- somehow it doesnt make any of this any better...=/
      I just wish we had a better "ending" to our story...

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