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One day at a time...

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That is all I am doing... Taking it one day, one step, one moment at a time. Despite the sadness of yet another loss... I had had an amazing week with many victories that I had been waiting for, for a VERY long time...It has kept me occupied and kept me from dwelling on it all.

I want to believe that if we try again, something will just "click" and we will have our take home baby. I thought that the last 3 times we got pregnant. I thought, statistically speaking, there is NO way it could happen AGAIN...
And then it it DOES....AGAIN....


I made an appt with my RE again. I am going to ask for a saline Ultrasound and a laproscopic peek inside to make sure there is nothing abnormal that has not been seen. Not only because of the repeat losses, but also because I have experienced many cycles with irregular mid cycle bleeding. I hope to walk away from this next month with a clearer picture of what is going on... fingers crossed we can make it happen soon so I only have to sit a cycle out...

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  1. socialite_babyFebruary 18, 2012 at 9:31 AM

    That sounds like a great idea! I'm all for laps, I've seen way too many women TTC for years or have repeated losses then go on to have a lap and get a diagnosis that changes everything! Saline u/s is great for finding fibroids too.

    I'm rooting for you! I can't even imagine what you're going through, but just know I'm here if you need me! I'll keep you in my thoughts and hope your sticky baby is close! Good luck! :)

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