I woke up to a new day, and feeling like the old me! I can finally say I do not feel so bummed out and pessimistic! yay!!!
It may have SOMETHING to do with my +OPK I got yesterday and today..
And, while I KNOW it does not automatically mean we will get a take home baby this month, it DOES mean we have a shot! No matter what the outcome is, I have pretty much come to the conclusion that, I need to let this "go" and let God take the burden from me for a while...And stop looking to DR's (who have NO answers for me) to give me the solution to my problem...I know God is faithful, and will come though for me, in the right timing. I Know his promise for our blessing of another baby will not go void...even if it does not happen in MY time.
So, today, I am at peace, and feel JOY...I will take it...AND, try to keep myself in this place and not let the negative bog me down.