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My hopes are crushed...

HCG was 8.... Dr. B said that it does not look viable at this point- I repeat my quant on thursday just to be sure- crushed.

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  1. UnknownMay 28, 2013 at 3:38 PM

    So sorry hon. :(

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  2. Suzanne May 28, 2013 at 4:00 PM

    I'm so sorry. :(

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  3. UnknownMay 28, 2013 at 4:44 PM

    Aw Megz, I am so so so sorry to hear this... i know it doesn't mean much, but you're in my thoughts <3

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  4. EmilyMay 28, 2013 at 7:16 PM

    Nooooooo! Ok, just breathe. I know it's hard to hold out hope, but you are not totally out until Thursday. I mean, that FRER certainly looked like more than an hCG of 8! Gosh darnit, I am just so frustrated for you. I'll be praying for you to have a miracle turn it around and bring better numbers Thursday and patience to get you through the next 48 hours. XO

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  5. MegDE2015May 28, 2013 at 8:52 PM

    unfortunately, my test is almost neg tonight- I hhad a feeling when i woke up in a cold sweat and my boobs were less sore today- but i hoped I was wrong-
    here is the pic of today's tests- Top one was this morning- middle was around 11/noon- bottom was 5 pm after I got beta news-

    http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn292/MegZzSinGZ/securedownload1-8_zps29007015.jpg

    =(

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  6. MegDE2015May 28, 2013 at 8:53 PM

    I was testing positive for days- there is no way those lines were only a beta of 8 before- But HCG rises in blood first and urine second, and leaves blood first and urine second- so my blood had already dropped and My urine took till this evening to show the decline.

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