Its been 8 years. 8 years since we took a trip to NC to see DR. Montieth in Chapel Hill. I remember being so excited. I had this picture in my head of how it was going to go during, and after it all. For those of you who don't know, I had my tubes tied in 2009, after the birth of my 3rd, directly following a traumatic still birth. It was a decision made out of fear and trauma, not an informed decision. I ended up having adverse health issues (PTLS) after, and was desperate to find a solution. I stumbled upon a private chat room with others also struggling. Several had gone for a reversal, and seemed to feel so MUCH better after. I had already seen my doctor umpteen times, and they offered no solutions, and insinuated it was "in my head".... I saw all of these ladies posting the day OF surgery saying that they felt relief! I was like, "Yes, this is it!!"... So we saved the 6 Grand, and went and did the reversal. I was PUMPED. I started a blog, YouTube video and F...
So sorry hon. :(
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. :(
ReplyDeleteAw Megz, I am so so so sorry to hear this... i know it doesn't mean much, but you're in my thoughts <3
ReplyDeleteNooooooo! Ok, just breathe. I know it's hard to hold out hope, but you are not totally out until Thursday. I mean, that FRER certainly looked like more than an hCG of 8! Gosh darnit, I am just so frustrated for you. I'll be praying for you to have a miracle turn it around and bring better numbers Thursday and patience to get you through the next 48 hours. XO
ReplyDeleteunfortunately, my test is almost neg tonight- I hhad a feeling when i woke up in a cold sweat and my boobs were less sore today- but i hoped I was wrong-
ReplyDeletehere is the pic of today's tests- Top one was this morning- middle was around 11/noon- bottom was 5 pm after I got beta news-
http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn292/MegZzSinGZ/securedownload1-8_zps29007015.jpg
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I was testing positive for days- there is no way those lines were only a beta of 8 before- But HCG rises in blood first and urine second, and leaves blood first and urine second- so my blood had already dropped and My urine took till this evening to show the decline.
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