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Day 19- Support

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As I look back on the last 3 years,I can tell you, my NUMBER 1 biggest encourager and support was:  My husband...HE has been my ROCK and my fortress when I felt like everything around  me was crumbling....

Second: The amazing ladies in my online 'circles' ( you know who you are!) who have been there through me, thick and thin...Watched me POAS a million times, go through beta hell over and over, and watched us have loss after loss, All the while, just "being there" for me...For that, I am so very thankful....

Third: THIS blog, and you amazing people who have followed me, encouraged me, cried with me, laughed with me, and  grieved with me...Some days I felt like I would not be able to carry on with life, and i would log on, to a timely, and very encouraging comment, and it would turn my whole day around...Thank you, EACH and every one of you....

There are so many more, especially in the last year, who have stepped up in my "real life" ( Thank you Ladean!) and have come beside me to help me/us walk through the next steps of our journey, no matter which way it leads us....

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