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Ugh...seriously?

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Things just could not be easy this time....No, things just had to take a turn, and send me down "be there done that road"...

9 days ago, my beta was 6 and progesterone was dropping...My home tests were non existent as far as lines go. I started to bleed the next day, and continued to do so for 5 days...I was sure things were normal, and there would be no worries...

I was set for a repeat beta just to confirm levels had dropped on monday, but totally spaced it out and forgot to go for the last few days...Then it dawned on me, I missed my beta....I was not so concerned, I figure there really would be no need for one, it seemed I had "passed" most everything the days before anyway...

So this morning, I decided just to "be sure" and test with my home tests before calling in...I didn't want to waste 150 bucks on a beta if my HCG was already neg...

Wouldn't you know...My tests are effin positive...UGH!


Beta tomorrow, and again possibly monday...

RE said, in light of how I reacted to metho with my last (3rd ectopic) he would like to NOT use metho again and either move to surgery or D&C....

Only this shit happens to ME...Like really!!!"?

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  1. Suzanne September 12, 2013 at 2:52 PM

    Ugh. I'm so sorry. I hope that the numbers are dropping in a fashion that you will not need surgery. xo

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